What are the stories you tell yourself, about yourself?
We all tell ourselves stories about ourselves. Unfortunately, much of the time, these stories don’t make our lives bigger or better. Sometimes our stories limit us in small ways (“I don’t eat Indian food” or “I’m not the kind of person who goes hiking for fun”). Other stories act as a lens through which we see the world (“I never should have left Los Angeles and given up on acting” or “I don’t know what I’m passionate about and it’s driving me insane!”). These stories influence our lives to an extent beyond imagination.
I’m a city person; I couldn’t live anywhere but a large city. • I’m going to be a director. • I’m an artist. • I’m an entrepreneur. • Netflix is my boyfriend. • I’m a workaholic. • I don’t like going to classes at the gym; it’s one more thing to be late for. • I’m a morning person. • I’m a night owl. • I’m not the kind of person who goes to India.•
I dated my soulmate two years ago, but I screwed everything up. I don’t think I’ll ever feel that way about anyone again. • I don’t know my passion is and it’s driving me crazy. • I have to get married by the time I’m thirty. • I am so behind the people I went to high school with. •If I’m not interested in a task, I’m incapable of doing it. •
I’m annoying. • I am not living the kind of life I planned on. • If I had the opportunity to go back in time, I would do so many things differently. • I fully suck. •
We frequently tell stories about ourselves that serve as the “elevator pitch” that we repeat to ourselves, about ourselves. We all have a self-concept, and it becomes the vantage point from which we see the world. That story can be elevating and positive (“I’m a graphic designer in Boston. I’m known for wearing bright colors”) or glass-half-empty (“I live in Boston. I left a corporate job to become a full-time freelance graphic designer. You wouldn’t believe how little money I make”). These stories—even if we don’t often consciously think about them—can greatly affect the way we see the world around us. It could be a difference as drastic as living in full color or seeing the world in sepia.
Once you have a story about yourself in mind, odds are good you’re going to be repeating it to yourself a lot. So it’s in your best interest to make sure it’s a true story, and a good one.
This is what’s game changing.
It is entirely possible to change your story. In writing a new story, we can design the way we want to show up in the world. This includes, but is not limited to: how we want to feel, how we want to make others feel, how we express our talents, and how we experience our own company. We interact with ourselves in new ways: we experience more self-compassion, we learn to soothe ourselves, and we act with greater self-efficacy.
With spring, and new beginnings, and blooming in mind, let’s unearth our stories, deconstruct our stories, and replace them with better stories.
For now, here’s a starting point to do some brainstorming. Ask yourself these questions and see if anything interesting comes up:
What is a story that’s problematic in my life right now?
When and where did I get this story?
Was it true then? Is true now?
Why am I holding on to this story?
Am I willing to trade this story for something better?
Are you ready to write a new story for yourself? If so, make it a really good one.